i decided, im a pretty cool kid
girlfriend
personally, i think she's too pretty for him
but you never know.. maybe i just dont see his potential
he is, a nice, jesus loving guy
i mean.. kind of a pushover
but that's just his personality
my older brother's first real girlfriend
is downstairs watching a movie in my living room...
she's sweet, very pretty, and loves jesus
idk, we'll see
haley
but you never know.. maybe i just dont see his potential
he is, a nice, jesus loving guy
i mean.. kind of a pushover
but that's just his personality
my older brother's first real girlfriend
is downstairs watching a movie in my living room...
she's sweet, very pretty, and loves jesus
idk, we'll see
haley
cason
idk.. they're cute... im jealous
of they're hand-holding flirty-lingo popcorn-sharing ness
i take it back
im happy for him
he deserves it
he's waited a long time
please dont break his little heart...
of they're hand-holding flirty-lingo popcorn-sharing ness
i take it back
im happy for him
he deserves it
he's waited a long time
please dont break his little heart...
tomorrow
is the day that the fast is over
is the day i will drink lots of coffee
is the day that i will probably get sick
is the day that i will have a good day
is the day where i get to work all morning
is the day where i get to work with travis
tomorrow is the day where im choosing to have a good day
have a good day with me tomorrow guys
is the day that i will probably get sick
is the day that i will have a good day
is the day where i get to work all morning
is the day where i get to work with travis
tomorrow is the day where im choosing to have a good day
have a good day with me tomorrow guys
blog
Blog: an online diary; a personal log of thoughts published on a web page. Typically updated daily, blogs often reflect the personality/opinion of the author. Blogs are usually displayed in a reverse chronological order.
my personal opinion is that everyone should have a blog
preferably public, and private ones.. separate of course
my personal opinion is that people should put photos in their blogs
people should decorate their blog, blogs should reflect a person's taste
i dont really know why im blogging right now
my personal opinion is that im bored
preferably public, and private ones.. separate of course
my personal opinion is that people should put photos in their blogs
people should decorate their blog, blogs should reflect a person's taste
i dont really know why im blogging right now
my personal opinion is that im bored
ledger
just so everyone knows
my face has been plastered on the front of the
faith and spirit section of the ledger
im slightly ticked off
and no one cares
and guess how i found out? a customer.. a regular of ours, eva. came in, i saw her before she even got in the door, made her drink and had it ready for her. she bought her iced grande nonfat chai tea latte... sat down.. casually reading the paper, and then she saw it, jumped up and informed every behind the counter that i was in the paper.. and oh man, let me tell you..
i was delighted.
i just, i was like are you kidding me?
are you kidding me? really?
ugh
btw grant,
your wife looks gorgeous
my face has been plastered on the front of the
faith and spirit section of the ledger
im slightly ticked off
and no one cares
and guess how i found out? a customer.. a regular of ours, eva. came in, i saw her before she even got in the door, made her drink and had it ready for her. she bought her iced grande nonfat chai tea latte... sat down.. casually reading the paper, and then she saw it, jumped up and informed every behind the counter that i was in the paper.. and oh man, let me tell you..
i was delighted.
i just, i was like are you kidding me?
are you kidding me? really?
ugh
btw grant,
your wife looks gorgeous
437
at 437 this morning lying in my bed, dreading getting up; i had an epiphany
i dont want to date jason
im not jealous of mica
im jealous of jason,
i want someone to hang around and just.. be, with
someone who likes me despite my faults
someone whos interested in what i have to say
he beat me to it, ive lost the game
and its not that i wanted to win the game..
its not really about the stupid game
i dont want to play, i just want the prize
okay, now (chris) im over it
i dont want to date jason
im not jealous of mica
im jealous of jason,
i want someone to hang around and just.. be, with
someone who likes me despite my faults
someone whos interested in what i have to say
he beat me to it, ive lost the game
and its not that i wanted to win the game..
its not really about the stupid game
i dont want to play, i just want the prize
okay, now (chris) im over it
time
this is much harder than it sounds
but it makes me think.. i mean, ive realized the amount of time i spend at starbucks outside of work.. and trust me guys, the cumulative total far exceeds the amount i had originally assumed.
today, i actually had a very productive day, went to work, home for a catnap, cereal... lowes to get paint, painted my room, went by the Y and actually had a decent workout. took the dog for long walk, hung out with amanda and elliott... and, i told jason that i was happy for him. i am happy, and albeit, a bit jealous.. but ive got time, im forever 17
ill sleep well
i love being... content?
no, im not content
im... i dont know
accomplished maybe?
i'll remember later im sure
night yall
but it makes me think.. i mean, ive realized the amount of time i spend at starbucks outside of work.. and trust me guys, the cumulative total far exceeds the amount i had originally assumed.
today, i actually had a very productive day, went to work, home for a catnap, cereal... lowes to get paint, painted my room, went by the Y and actually had a decent workout. took the dog for long walk, hung out with amanda and elliott... and, i told jason that i was happy for him. i am happy, and albeit, a bit jealous.. but ive got time, im forever 17
ill sleep well
i love being... content?
no, im not content
im... i dont know
accomplished maybe?
i'll remember later im sure
night yall
daniel
so ive modified this fast
basically,
i found myself just avoiding all food.. and drinking a whole lot of tea. and as it turns out, not eating is not the goal. not eating is what i really want to do... and covering it up by saying 'im fasting, i cant eat that' well, that's not the point of a fast.. that's the point of denial.
i feel like i'd finally settled into a decent eating routine, 3 meals a day, you know? well.. some days. but anyway... all of a sudden im too tired to make through a shift at work? it wasnt the lack of caffeine, just a lack of calories, and h2o.
giving up food isnt a big deal... fried junk? nah. sugar? eh, not really. some people have a hard time with it, but it's just not a thing for me... but my coffee? well, that's a different story. so yeah, modifying. im going with, no starbucks... nothing from starbucks. since i know for a fact that i can get cheap drinks.. if not free, i go there a lot. i love it there, and it's really the only thing that im... addicted? to.
no starbucks. wow
here we go
basically,
i found myself just avoiding all food.. and drinking a whole lot of tea. and as it turns out, not eating is not the goal. not eating is what i really want to do... and covering it up by saying 'im fasting, i cant eat that' well, that's not the point of a fast.. that's the point of denial.
i feel like i'd finally settled into a decent eating routine, 3 meals a day, you know? well.. some days. but anyway... all of a sudden im too tired to make through a shift at work? it wasnt the lack of caffeine, just a lack of calories, and h2o.
giving up food isnt a big deal... fried junk? nah. sugar? eh, not really. some people have a hard time with it, but it's just not a thing for me... but my coffee? well, that's a different story. so yeah, modifying. im going with, no starbucks... nothing from starbucks. since i know for a fact that i can get cheap drinks.. if not free, i go there a lot. i love it there, and it's really the only thing that im... addicted? to.
no starbucks. wow
here we go
notice
just in case you havent noticed
my blog is filled with lame crap about puppies and nonsense
instead of what i've really been thinking about
today, i haven't been thinking about much at all... that, is because my head hurts. evangel temple as a whole have embarked on a 21 day daniel fast. giving up caffeine is making me sick.. i can barely make it through a shift. im pathetically dependent on that stuff.
toby is a very nice kid
he asked me what my dad did today... i told him he had been in the ministry, etc... and then asked, stupidly; what about your dad? oh, he's gone.. he died in a snowmobile accident when i was a junior in high school...
how awful is that?
travis is out of his mind
he intrigues me.. i adore him
but i could not handle him
ive decided :)
my blog is filled with lame crap about puppies and nonsense
instead of what i've really been thinking about
today, i haven't been thinking about much at all... that, is because my head hurts. evangel temple as a whole have embarked on a 21 day daniel fast. giving up caffeine is making me sick.. i can barely make it through a shift. im pathetically dependent on that stuff.
toby is a very nice kid
he asked me what my dad did today... i told him he had been in the ministry, etc... and then asked, stupidly; what about your dad? oh, he's gone.. he died in a snowmobile accident when i was a junior in high school...
how awful is that?
travis is out of his mind
he intrigues me.. i adore him
but i could not handle him
ive decided :)
video
things throughout the year
(that would have better in video form)
i stole a stop sign
ive spent more than 12hrs straight online
ive ignored most of my talents
i got into, and ended... my first relationship
i missed people, so bad that it physically hurt
i went vegan for 7 weeks
i went to the movies.. alone
ive cried, because i didnt want to get out of bed
ive cried, because i didnt want to go to the gym
i was introduced to, and fell in love with, the office
i finally got my braces off, after 4 yrs
ive worn pj pants to far too many places
ive shared my friends secrets, after promising i wouldnt
i discovered john mayer, the beatles, and coldplay :)
ive been through 18 tubes of chapstick
ive lied about being sick, just to get away from my 'friends'
ive worn jeans to a funeral.. a few funerals
ive wanted to be normal, and wondered what normal is
ive tried to high off permanent markers
there've been some days, where really just needed a hug
learned to make a perfect cappuccino
gotten a hickey...
given a hickey :P
went skinny dipping, multiple times
had my first surgery ever
painted my face like a tiger
ive called someone & prayed for their answering machine
i made out in the back of a car, er... scion
i went back through and deleted all my email, since 05
been so self conscious i didnt want to leave the house
snuck into someone's house and waited for them to get out of the shower
dyed my hair for the first time, twice
stood out in the pouring rain, just because i was sad
cut 11inches off my hair, and donated it
purchased, and broke, expensive sunglasses
listened to the same song, on repeat, for over an hour
fallen asleep, on a guy's shoulder
gotten a 2nd ear piercing
bought a puppy :)
ive avoided my closest friends
had 4 jobs... and was a nanny
watched all 3 lotr videos, back to back
ive been 17, forever
met some truly amazing people
i drowned-ed my cell phone, twice
stayed out all night for the first time
wrecked my parents car
had have a major crush on a co-worker
gotten my first car
changed houses, twice
wore a bright yellow dress, with heels
thought my parents were going to divorce
fell asleep outside by myself
spilled a whole gallon of milk on the floor
finally switched over to mac
cried on my birthday, for the 4th year in a row
lied about my cell phone being broken
watched the lion king on vicodin
i read like, 4 books this year; fail
ive fallen down stairs
i 'graduated high school'
i rescued a turtle from being run over
ive tripped up the stairs
ive been extremely jealous...
i taught myself to tithe consistently
i learned how to ride a ripstik
memorized way more song lyrics then bible verses
worked 13hrs on christmas day
gained and lost the same 15-20lbs repeatedly
taken 3 real tests, 1 of which i actually studied for
and realized, im extremely blessed
(that would have better in video form)
i stole a stop sign
ive spent more than 12hrs straight online
ive ignored most of my talents
i got into, and ended... my first relationship
i missed people, so bad that it physically hurt
i went vegan for 7 weeks
i went to the movies.. alone
ive cried, because i didnt want to get out of bed
ive cried, because i didnt want to go to the gym
i was introduced to, and fell in love with, the office
i finally got my braces off, after 4 yrs
ive worn pj pants to far too many places
ive shared my friends secrets, after promising i wouldnt
i discovered john mayer, the beatles, and coldplay :)
ive been through 18 tubes of chapstick
ive lied about being sick, just to get away from my 'friends'
ive worn jeans to a funeral.. a few funerals
ive wanted to be normal, and wondered what normal is
ive tried to high off permanent markers
there've been some days, where really just needed a hug
learned to make a perfect cappuccino
gotten a hickey...
given a hickey :P
went skinny dipping, multiple times
had my first surgery ever
painted my face like a tiger
ive called someone & prayed for their answering machine
i made out in the back of a car, er... scion
i went back through and deleted all my email, since 05
been so self conscious i didnt want to leave the house
snuck into someone's house and waited for them to get out of the shower
dyed my hair for the first time, twice
stood out in the pouring rain, just because i was sad
cut 11inches off my hair, and donated it
purchased, and broke, expensive sunglasses
listened to the same song, on repeat, for over an hour
fallen asleep, on a guy's shoulder
gotten a 2nd ear piercing
bought a puppy :)
ive avoided my closest friends
had 4 jobs... and was a nanny
watched all 3 lotr videos, back to back
ive been 17, forever
met some truly amazing people
i drowned-ed my cell phone, twice
stayed out all night for the first time
wrecked my parents car
gotten my first car
changed houses, twice
wore a bright yellow dress, with heels
thought my parents were going to divorce
fell asleep outside by myself
spilled a whole gallon of milk on the floor
finally switched over to mac
cried on my birthday, for the 4th year in a row
lied about my cell phone being broken
watched the lion king on vicodin
i read like, 4 books this year; fail
ive fallen down stairs
i 'graduated high school'
i rescued a turtle from being run over
ive tripped up the stairs
ive been extremely jealous...
i taught myself to tithe consistently
i learned how to ride a ripstik
memorized way more song lyrics then bible verses
worked 13hrs on christmas day
gained and lost the same 15-20lbs repeatedly
taken 3 real tests, 1 of which i actually studied for
and realized, im extremely blessed
bean
i was late for work
i spilled 5 pounds of coffee
i had to go to a family reunion
and, i got rained on
...
the storm is nice
it makes me wants coffee
strong, casi cielo...
it makes me want company
strong, male, company
i feel very pathetic today,
not apathetic, just.. pathetic
i feel vulnerable today
vulnerable in my pathetic state
good night guys
i spilled 5 pounds of coffee
i had to go to a family reunion
and, i got rained on
...
the storm is nice
it makes me wants coffee
strong, casi cielo...
it makes me want company
strong, male, company
i feel very pathetic today,
not apathetic, just.. pathetic
i feel vulnerable today
vulnerable in my pathetic state
good night guys
idea
so i had/have this amazing idea for a blog... but it's going to take some time, and me not procrastinating.. so, im not going to let myself blog random junk until i get it up and published.. kind of like an incentive/punishment thing. regardless, im sure i'll have it soon... i figure hey, if i cant come up with any good resolutions.. then lets take a look back eh? it's been a pretty eventful year, a lot of stuff has happened... we'll see
oh, and btw
happy new year
this year, i resolve to love
and to make important things important
i resolve to organize and prioritize
oh, and btw
happy new year
this year, i resolve to love
and to make important things important
i resolve to organize and prioritize
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