i need to blog, but i don't feel like it.
i really don't want to play in the recital - and no one can make me.
i have no clue why i woke up at 5 and can't get back to sleep.
it's cold in my room.
i need coffee.
but my parents moved the coffee machine to their room
*confused face*
'why?' - you ask... to annoy me probably.
back to bed....
3 comments:
You should drink tea instead. It's much more healthy for you :-)
yep...you really should break the coffee habit. :o)
as far as the recital goes...you're totally right. no one can make you do anything you don't want to do. but that's not really the problem is it? you DO want to...i know from previous conversations that regardless of what you say....you really do want to play in the recital. but you're afraid to. afraid of what? i'm not totally sure.
maybe of not being perfect, or maybe of being perfect? maybe of disappointing people? or of pleasing everyone. maybe it's that you know your parents will applaud loudly and tell everyone how wonderful you were only to get in the car and make you feel less than small.
maybe none of these...maybe all of these.
the fact is - god's annointed your hands - that IS a fact. it would bless many others to hear you play (including yourself)and you WANT to play....it's not about playing 'cause anybody else wants you to, it's doing it for yourself!
you just have to figure out how to let whatever "IT" is that is holding you back GO!
seek God first! He is the only one with all the answers...not me, not pj, not anonymous bloggers...GOD has all the answers you're looking for. you just have to be willing to get them from Him.
I LOVE you to PIECES!
agreed.
but i love coffee.
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