ouch

my stomach hurts
ive been trying the vegan thing
no animal meat/by-products

at the same time i started that,
i also eliminated coffee, caffeine, and refined sugar
ive been trying to eat anything else in its simplest form
organic when i can... it's expensive

anyway, i've felt great for the last 3 days
but today, my stomach feels horrible

idk


but the coffee thing is messin me up
i mean, every time i pass starbucks,
or walk past the coffee maker
it kills me, lol


summer:
i havent spent time with my friends in forever.. and honestly, yeah sure, i miss them... but ive been enjoying my break. when they're off doing whatever i dont ever feel required to do things i dont want to do. yeah, im starting to miss them... but, im just saying that my summer alone hasnt been half bad. now, if only it wasn't so hot...

babysitting:
i dont think i'll do it again. i love these kids, just not all day. in their defense... i dont think i could handle anyones kids all day all week... oh, and kristi went up to a $100 dollars. 100 dollars just to pick them up from school, give 'em a snack, and make sure they do their homework. like i said, i haven't given her an answer...
but i think its a no.

brusters:
myra said she'd love to have me come back... and she laughed when she heard i was tired of children. its great to have a backup and also, it nice to know that someone likes me. but i dont think i'll be going in that direction. if i can help it anyway. i need to do decide on somewhere else and turn in some applications,
the summer has gone by so fast.

starbucks:
apparently dont want to hire me
id love to work there... but hey,
what can you do, ya know?