things have kind of... calmed down a bit
i haven't talked to my dad in 3 days
except* ...yesterday, he asked me "what's the matter baby?" i looked at him, appalled, i cant understand how he can just push the issues under the rug... and pretend like we're best buds... it's not fair for him to expect me to just be happy go lucky...
im allowed to be stressed, and tense
"dont call me baby"
then, he left
knowing i wasnt going to give in to him
the whole house is tense
and unusually quiet
in the last three days..
ive eaten a bagel, and a zax salad...
maybe it is my mechanism
i haven't talked to my dad in 3 days
except* ...yesterday, he asked me "what's the matter baby?" i looked at him, appalled, i cant understand how he can just push the issues under the rug... and pretend like we're best buds... it's not fair for him to expect me to just be happy go lucky...
im allowed to be stressed, and tense
"dont call me baby"
then, he left
knowing i wasnt going to give in to him
the whole house is tense
and unusually quiet
in the last three days..
ive eaten a bagel, and a zax salad...
maybe it is my mechanism
5 comments:
Yes or no:
Can there be forgiveness?
Can there be reconciliation?
The situation is not your fault, but you can have a say in the outcome.
i dont know, if there... can be.
but i doubt there will be.
it'll all blow over and be forgotten
i hate it
its not right
to just, i mean,
i dont know.
Yes or no:
Can you forgive him?
That would probably lead to the answer to the second question.
Just because something blows over doesn't mean there isn't damage left behind.
You can either chose to help in the repairs or live in the rubble until the next storm comes...
because
Eesh...
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