437

at 437 this morning lying in my bed, dreading getting up; i had an epiphany

i dont want to date jason
im not jealous of mica

im jealous of jason,
i want someone to hang around and just.. be, with
someone who likes me despite my faults
someone whos interested in what i have to say

he beat me to it, ive lost the game
and its not that i wanted to win the game..
its not really about the stupid game
i dont want to play, i just want the prize

okay, now (chris) im over it


2 comments:

Unknown said...

Early morning epiphanies... Gotta love 'em.

amanda jane :D said...

so i think that you are right.. and i'm glad you came to this realization.. it's a good thing you're not jealous of jason, or mica, and it's okay to want someone.. i kno that might not mean much coming from me.. but really kaylin it's okay.. it's human,, and lets face it, it's normal for being 17 ( even though it does last forever.).
:)