daniel

so ive modified this fast

basically,
i found myself just avoiding all food.. and drinking a whole lot of tea. and as it turns out, not eating is not the goal. not eating is what i really want to do... and covering it up by saying 'im fasting, i cant eat that' well, that's not the point of a fast.. that's the point of denial.

i feel like i'd finally settled into a decent eating routine, 3 meals a day, you know? well.. some days. but anyway... all of a sudden im too tired to make through a shift at work? it wasnt the lack of caffeine, just a lack of calories, and h2o.

giving up food isnt a big deal... fried junk? nah. sugar? eh, not really. some people have a hard time with it, but it's just not a thing for me... but my coffee? well, that's a different story. so yeah, modifying. im going with, no starbucks... nothing from starbucks. since i know for a fact that i can get cheap drinks.. if not free, i go there a lot. i love it there, and it's really the only thing that im... addicted? to.

no starbucks. wow

here we go