transcendent beauty.

so sunday pk and mrs amy had their going-away-thing.

i went in there perfectly fine, i knew they were leaving... but i guess it hadn't really hit me yet.

anyway, there was a super long line to talk to them so i just waited til everyone had finished and i walked up to them and i said "i wanted to be the last one" and pastor kevin put his arm around me and i looked up at him and he said "im going to miss you kaylin, God's got great plans for you, and i cant wait to see what they are" and then he cupped my face with his hands and his eyes started to water, and he said "im gonna miss that smile of yours" and at that, i couldn't take it, i was like "pastor kevin, don't do that" and my eyes started to water, oh it was awful, i was like i am not going to cry for the 9748572475 time today.

so i put my arms around his neck, and gave him a hug, and then stepped back, and he said "i love you kaylin" and i said "i love you too pastor kevin"

and that was it, now i wont see them for 4 months.

i hadn't planned on it effecting me like that... i mean i love pk to death, but i guess i didn't know that our relationship had grown to that. i don't cry allot. but when i stepped back and took a look at the past few months, i realized how close we had gotten.

i'm gonna miss him.

.peace.

.:kaylin:.