buutttt, hannah (a fellow student and friend) has decided not to go off to college and will remain here. which could possibly mean she plays instead. which is cool i guess... she's better than me, and older.
today was a long day, and the things against me seemed to pile up one after the other.
i tried really hard not to let it show... but by the time i got to soundcheck to run projection i was just worn down. everybody asked me what was the matter. 'nothing, i'm fine' - my answer of choice. jason davis (the new media guy) really tried to break through, come'on kaylin, what's upppp???? i mean, he's been here what? a month? no way i'm spillin my guts to that kid.
but idk, i guess i'm just a teenage girl.
ha.
i've really felt a friend-overload as of late. i just want to be by myself for awhile. i would say 'i just wanna stay home for awhile' but i don't. home is psychotic right now. no walls, no floor, no kitchen, and the magazine deadlines sometime this week.... ugh.
update on the floor though - we did buy the flooring and now we're putting it in. unfortunately my Dad messed his wrist up, might be broken. so i'm the officially gluer. haha, have you ever spread floor glue?? it's this huge gloppy caulk colored stuff that you have to put on with a trowel. a notched trowel, you scoop the heavy mess up and smack it on the floor, then you have to knead and spread, and scrape, and ugh until it's a perfect set of lines. it's nuts.
-kinda like this, except not so grey... more caulky like. like that's tile, so it's grout. but i'm spreading glue.- but i don't mind, it's all gonna come together and be a kitchen eventually.
- and yeah, i did steal that photo.
anyway, lum. ttyl. --k
peace.
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