cramped.

i dont want to go.
i dont want to get in the car.
i dont want to see lizzie and parker.
i dont want to see chelsea and aaron.


its not that im not happy for them.
it makes me happy that they're happy
(or on the way to happy)

i just dont care to subject myself
to feeling like an outcast.

and i dont have to.

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so why do i?