recap.

like i forecasted,
it was a good day.

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i cant stop thinking about grant's question.
what did/do i want?

im not sure, i think i just want someone to understand me...
that i can talk to... or not talk to, but still get me.

but, i dont want him to feel obligated
-- just because i let him in.

and i dont want to trust him..
and then regret it.

oh, it makes my head spin
-- trying to figure myself out that is.


1 comment:

Anonymous said...

ah, vulnerability...it's a catch 22. you desire to achieve it, but you can't do so without being, well, vulnerable.
as the saying goes, if you seek, you find. let's converse.