concluding.

it was my fault
i shouldn't have lied
i should have known better
i should have just confessed
i should have ended it before it started
i should have just told kyle no
i should be more responsible
i should have thought first

but just the thought of having someone..
and then knowing that it would work both ways


i shouldn't gone with trey,
i should have sensed a set up.

wait, i did.
and i went
anyway.

it seems like everyone wants this to happen,
but my parents would die first..

he says he'll wait until im out from under them.
but i dont know if i want him to wait...
i dont think i do.


im sixteen,
im only sixteen.
this can wait.