sand.

mother's day. it was good... it was fun :D
went to church this am, wore the yellow dress.

sang in the choir, ran projection, then we loaded up and went to my aunts, ate lunch and swam till i had to go into work... at 5. i just got home from closing - kyle showed up to get icecream. hmm

closing was not as fun as last night...
too many trainees i think.



i have a friend who's fallen so far away from God, she can't even tell she's drifting. she can't remember when life was really okay, she couldn't deal with all the pressure - and she caved. she's given up on the inside. beautiful, smart girl, just giving into to the lies of the world. those stupid boys really dont care about her, and the drugs that aren't enough anymore, getting drunk isn't exciting, its got to be more. but she denies it all when she's with me. i cant take it, i can feel her hurting but when i try to reach out and pull her back up, it's like she can't grab on. almost like the influence i once had, is slowly sifting through my fingers.

and i dont know what to do.
except pray.

im out.