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i really need to write
i just dont have any inspiration..
except for basically my entire life, day to day

haha
hmmm

quick(er) shallow(er) update than usual:

God's called me back here... to do a BCC (biblical core course)
i'll be spending 5 months of my life studying the word inductively
mmmm - intense much?

im trying to decide about going home for christmas

pros:
i get to be home!
i can share my heart with my community
i can encourage others to pursue the father... by example
christmas is kind of a big deal
i get to see connor!
fundraising is so much easier from home


cons:
the plane ticket itself would pay for half my school fees
i'd only get to be home for 4 weeks... tops
i would have to say my goodbyes.. again
i cant logically justify the money issue...


but, God isn't usually a God of common logic, eh?


pray for me... im making this decision by friday
i have a meeting with registrar tomorrow afternoon


this BCC thing is intense...
and right after school we go on an outreach
the outreach is basically us, teaching people how to study the bible and teaching third world pastors how to disciple their congregations...