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just an update..


i left st francis hospital about half an hour ago
i got off work, called chris, called evan,
mama c calls.. hospital

we got there, waited in the room forever... and then they finally called us back. unfortunately, i am 18, not 19, and was not permitted to stay in the room with anna. she's broken. the doctors are admitting her to the bradley center as soon as she's bandaged up... her arm is sliced to pieces, she's been 'diagnosed' suicidal, and put on high risk...

this is all very sad
she is a broken girl

i cant fix her
i cant fix the situation
im still accepting that


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i just hung up with australia.. i gave my final word on whether or not i will be attending the July 2010 Staff Leadership Internship.. the final word was indeed, no. it's a very sad process... talking to kate martin in reception.. and keevy in registrar... things and people that i miss dearly...

i couldnt have made that phone call if i didnt know for sure... which is why i've taken my sweet time thinking/praying all of it through... thoroughly... she (keevy) took it well.. and im sure she's used to it...

i need to write more about this
my mind is a bit mush at the moment

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im not going to iraq.