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and sometimes it all gets just a bit overwhelming...

my financial aid hasn't gone through...

physically, i'm tired, and disgusting

rent is due tomorrow, and bills soon after

chris isn't coming until the 22nd

i don't know where i'll live in 2 weeks

my classes should start on the 16th...

i've eaten 3 meals a day since the 23rd

my dog has been with my parents for 2 weeks

i miss my boyfriend terribly

my roommate hates me, illegitimately

i don't see my little brothers enough

im registered for 16hrs of classes

french, english, algebra, polysci, science

im unsettled, so so unsettled, temporary

im getting up in 4 hours 

i don't want to eat. anything

andrew is in town, and it's awkward for me

i didnt want to get up today

i have to write some people up at work

i dont even want to do cardio

lately i've wished that i smoked

and sometimes i feel 19... 

rent is due tomorrow

my car is on empty

i get paid in 9 days

tomorrow is a make things happen day

but i want to go to sleep for a week or so...