ive decided this whole blog is nothing but a meaningless rant about the half of life which sucks, these posts are hardly ever positive. i like my rant blog. i think i'll keep it just the way it is thanks you very much. i like to be able to rant, i like my rants, if you dont, then leave. stop reading, go away, just leave.
tonight im ranting about various things.
1)
connor, my youngest brother.... could get away with murder.
usually i dont care, until it affects me.
in which case, i do care, allot.
2)
my family has this major double standard
i dont like it. and i cant change it.
3)
my head hurts really bad right now.
really really bad.
4)
i dont want to tell my parents anything about my life.
i want to keep them out, i want to punish them.
they shouldnt be able to knowing anything,
for so long they didnt care, now they act like they do.
im trying to punish my parents without them knowing
by not letting them know.
5)
i wont let my father hug me.
he doesnt like it, and as far as im concerned when someone yells at you for not hugging them, then they're just proving the fact that they dont deserve your affection.
6)
my mother is way different when my father is not around.
she's almost normal, it's insane. its makes me mad.
7)
im way too tired to be blogging
tonight im ranting about various things.
1)
connor, my youngest brother.... could get away with murder.
usually i dont care, until it affects me.
in which case, i do care, allot.
2)
my family has this major double standard
i dont like it. and i cant change it.
3)
my head hurts really bad right now.
really really bad.
4)
i dont want to tell my parents anything about my life.
i want to keep them out, i want to punish them.
they shouldnt be able to knowing anything,
for so long they didnt care, now they act like they do.
im trying to punish my parents without them knowing
by not letting them know.
5)
i wont let my father hug me.
he doesnt like it, and as far as im concerned when someone yells at you for not hugging them, then they're just proving the fact that they dont deserve your affection.
6)
my mother is way different when my father is not around.
she's almost normal, it's insane. its makes me mad.
7)
im way too tired to be blogging
2 comments:
1) It's always like that with younger siblings. Can't help ya on that one.
2) Have you talked to your parent's about it?
3) Sorry
4) I know it feels good to leave your parents out sometimes...heck, maybe even most of the time. But, the fact of the matter is that one day they will be dead and gone. I know that probably doesn't even bother you because of your age, but it bothers me me sometimes to know that if one of my parents were to die today, there would be things that would be forever unresolved, forever left out.
I know punishing them feels good, but even if they are just acting (I don't know), you need to give in to them a little. Maybe not too much, and maybe even tell them why you won't open up all the way. I know it's hard to do, but think about it.
5) Cross apply #4. No one likes getting rejected, and be not allowing him to hug you, you are rejection his affection. Again, I don't know if you've ever sat down with him and told him why you don't let him hug you, but if you do it in humility and love, it can't do anything but help.
6) Mad how? Why?
7) Peace
chris. why do you have to be so sensible.
grr
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