pressed

starbucks again
if i dont buy food then i can afford coffee

i forgot my book.. but its just as well. i can barely focus on my computer much less get lost in don millers world... the coffee isnt as strong today. coffee makes me lose my appetite.

you know.. i created this coffee habit. i made myself drink coffee. im the reason i drink it.. i didnt just start downing pots of the stuff because i loved it... i made myself love it. and i dont have a reason.. i mean, i suppose at first it was because i wanted to be different, people's habits and addictions tend to define them, i wanted to define myself before someone or something did it for me.

there arent many things that i like, because i like them
i like things because i like liking things


chelsea broke up with david... for aaron
parker was in town and lizzie has her hopes up
amanda is acting more mature than usual


starbucks is loud tonight
i need advil to go with this


2 comments:

Anonymous said...

"I like things because i like liking things."

I could tell that about you. God asked me this question, so I will ask you, "What are you passionate about?"

"People's habits and addictions tend to define them; I wanted to define myself before someone or something did it for me."

The notion that anyone else can define you is false. You define yourself just by being who you are.

You've probably heard this before, but it's still a good thought...

"We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, therefore, is not an act, but a habit."

Have a good day.

kstone said...

you know, i thought twice about putting "someone" ...

i cant think of anything im passionate about, passion is... intense.