private.

as of now im talking to myself.
no more posting for others.

my blog is private,
not published,
author only,
as far as my parentals know...
its been deleted.

i could never delete it though.
its a part of me.

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michelle told them everything.
and i lied about some things...
but most of the truth came out.

except for the cutting... im not going to the bradley center.
no joke. im better. i can click this on and off.
but i need to learn to control my tongue.

one slip up and i could lose this game.

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i feel healthy. i feel full. i feel sick.
so lately - healthy = sick.

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i cant talk to anyone.
im going to tell them tomorrow.
that i cant confide anymore.

michelle - i could really care less.
she broke my trust, therefore i learned my lesson.
ahh, yeah i sound like an mature, juvenile freak.

pcollins said he has someone he wants me to talk too.
im not bulimic. that was blown out of proportion.
if anything, i would ednos w/ anorectic tendecies.
geez.

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i hate that they act like i know nothing.
but i cant say i do know stuff, because that would imply me researching this junk.


"kaylin, you know this isn't good for your body...?