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jesus paid it all

all to you i owe...

sin had left a crimson stain

you... washed, me white as snow

i need to update... life is crazy good

i sign a lease on my first house in 8 days

christopher flies here in 28 days

this semester is over in 24 days

work

im working likes a maniac to get ahead for a few months... i want to be able to take some time off in june, as well as the five days in may... so i need to compensate now, instead of later. i didnt get either shift position that i "interviewed" for... and while i have my suspicions as to why... i'll just leave it at that for now. im learning to accept the things i cannot change - and if i want to stay in this job, that i love... then that's going to be part of it, for now. candice told me that i have a shift position at manchester in august... and that would be lovely, so i'll keep my sights on that for now..

school

my grades have dropped since midterms... which is no bueno. i need to take the time and discpline to reverse this terrible thing. today, is the day that it will happen - right after i finish this and make an extensive color-coded list of things to get done... awesome

i registered for all of my classes... i've got a really good schedule, and it's not too much... at the end of 2010 i'll have completed somewhere around 45 hours... so that'll be good... i'll also have my math and english requirements taken care of, as well as my health elective and sciences... all good things.

house

we got the house... after much heck and stress and not good feelings... after being called and told that we weren't accepted - twice... and after setting up three different time to do a walk through... we put down that deposit on tuesday, and we sign the lease a week from tomorrow... im moving out of my parents house... after dreaming and devising plans to do so for years... after escaping via summer trips and a semester in australia... im finally moving out. i am very excited for the next month of my life.

eating

i realized last night that i hadn't eaten all day... upon the realization i immediately made a sandwhich. this is not a good thing... i had been doing so well with my routine and such... everything was lovely.. but yesterday i slipped. and i have to take the proper steps and precautions to prevent that in the future...

also, which the upcoming visit in mind.. i have to try to distract myself from that in this area.. i know that i have the ability to lost 20lbs over the next 28 days - but it would leave me overworked, stressed, and just... physically unable to function in a way that would honor christ. which is no good. i have to focus on maintaining balance and moderation in my life... not psycho crash diets and/or sleepless nights.

so yeah.. i have more i could write... 

but i need to get to that list..