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after 18 years...

i finally did it

i moved out

i love on my own

i pay bills...

i love paying bills

i love being independant

so much that i have to watch it

i want to be interdependant

lolly and i talked about sex on saturday night...  we talked about how that she never thought that she would have before she was married... she talked about covenant.. and about becoming intimately tied to other people...  it is very hard for me to understand these things...

i am currently stuck in russian accent, 

i cannot get out of it

'tis okay