I would love to be a photographer, I love pictures. But not the normal "sunset" or "clouds" pics, I like the abnormal ones. I mean, I don't think that's what God's plan is for me, but it would still be cool. I don't often take pictures, because I can't seem to find the time, mainly because I'm too busy updating my blog... but you know. I cut my dogs hair yesterday... and I have to admit, it looks pretty good. *proud face*
I realized yesterday that one of the main topics always in the back of my head is whether or not I'm going to miss anything, or just pass by beautiful moments, and constantly I try to manipulate situations...
I mean like take yesterday for example, I was snapping a few pictures along my dog walk, and thinking about how it's going to effect my life, or if I would ever look back on that moment, or maybe I'll stumble across a profound landmark in my life and just pass it by. I then realized that if I didn't have my dog w/ me, I could get allot more done, take allot more pics, maybe something worth looking at... But then it wouldn't a dog walk. I over examine things. Often. Too often. I never do anything simple, always multi-tasking. I don't like it.
I don't want to forget to stop and smell the roses, I'm looking for signs that somethings going to change, fall on my head, etc. -- Instead of just taking in the beauty of the lake. I try to be very perceptive and present, I don't like it when I zone out. I don't want to miss anything. But then again, when I zone out it allows for all kinds of new thoughts, and ideas to enter my brain, kind of like a trap door has been opened. So I don't want to miss that either. I just want to get the best I can out of life... whether I'm zoned in or not.
[peace] - [kaylin]
I realized yesterday that one of the main topics always in the back of my head is whether or not I'm going to miss anything, or just pass by beautiful moments, and constantly I try to manipulate situations...
I mean like take yesterday for example, I was snapping a few pictures along my dog walk, and thinking about how it's going to effect my life, or if I would ever look back on that moment, or maybe I'll stumble across a profound landmark in my life and just pass it by. I then realized that if I didn't have my dog w/ me, I could get allot more done, take allot more pics, maybe something worth looking at... But then it wouldn't a dog walk. I over examine things. Often. Too often. I never do anything simple, always multi-tasking. I don't like it.
I don't want to forget to stop and smell the roses, I'm looking for signs that somethings going to change, fall on my head, etc. -- Instead of just taking in the beauty of the lake. I try to be very perceptive and present, I don't like it when I zone out. I don't want to miss anything. But then again, when I zone out it allows for all kinds of new thoughts, and ideas to enter my brain, kind of like a trap door has been opened. So I don't want to miss that either. I just want to get the best I can out of life... whether I'm zoned in or not.
[peace] - [kaylin]
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