Weird title I know. But I like the way it sounds... it's gotta good ring.
I was just thinking about how, (now that I told someone) how hard it would be to stop eating again... I mean, completely and deliberately that is. The whole "accountability factor" would get to me. I don't think I could pull that off, lying day in and day out, now that I've "come clean" ::so to speak::. I'm not saying that I haven't thought about food today, or that my whole personality has changed and everything is care-free and perfect. Just that it would be hard to go back... probably about as hard as it is to go forward. But at least heading forward I'll have something to show for it, so I've been told. right?
I don't know if I've made any sense whatsoever to anybody else out there... But I made sense to me.
[peace] - [kaylin]
I was just thinking about how, (now that I told someone) how hard it would be to stop eating again... I mean, completely and deliberately that is. The whole "accountability factor" would get to me. I don't think I could pull that off, lying day in and day out, now that I've "come clean" ::so to speak::. I'm not saying that I haven't thought about food today, or that my whole personality has changed and everything is care-free and perfect. Just that it would be hard to go back... probably about as hard as it is to go forward. But at least heading forward I'll have something to show for it, so I've been told. right?
I don't know if I've made any sense whatsoever to anybody else out there... But I made sense to me.
[peace] - [kaylin]
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