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power

im running on low power

in life, in school, in work

i got home from school... and on the way i was talking to god about the mac air... ive been interested in buying one for a few months now, and yesterday i went and played with it at graphicom. i came to the conclusion that i would send out a support letter for my internship.. and then if i could save enough at starbucks before i leave, then i would look into getting a refurb... but today i was telling god about it,

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you know.. i dont really need a new computer, ive had mine for over two years and it works perfectly fine... no worries. its just a material toy, that i dont need...

right...

yeah god.. i mean.. yeah.

do you want a brownie milkshake?

i really want a brownie milkshake... but there are kids in developing nations all around the world that would be over joyed with a low-fat vanilla milkshake...

mmm

okay, god, i want to buy that computer. god, but for real, have your will - because i really dont want to be that person... i dont want to have all the latest gadgets out of some stupid materialistic issue...

i know your heart babe.

yeah.. you do

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so then, i got home opened my computer.. checked my email, facebook, talked to ben for a bit.. then, i decided that i should probably keep the computer i have in the best condition i could.. so i closed all my apps, took the case off, shutdown the computer, flipped it over, took out the battery, and let it rest for a minute... i went to the bathroom, came back... put the battery back in, pushed the power button... and nothing happened. nothing. happened.

since then i have looked at 275438 forums, talked to two support people, et cetera... it just wont come on. im pretty upset about it. but like i said... i want god's will.. even in my computer issues..

the power on my computer wont work

i dont have to go in to starbucks tonight...

so i shall watch a movie in about 5 minutes

and then i will sleep, for long hours

just another day in the life.