one of the things that really gets me..
is my parents.
i mean, i've been purging half of
what i eat for the past week or so.
and they haven't even taken note.
i sliced up my arm.
and they didn't notice.
&& etc.
now, don't take this the wrong way.
i don't want the attention...
that's not what i'm after.
but this just occurred to me ya know?
am i that good at this game?
or would they care if they knew?
its weird.
&& i lie too much.
2 comments:
sounds dumb, but as far as the actual "physical" change...sometimes the people closest to you don't notice because they see you everyday and it's harder to notice physical changes in someone that you see everyday. during my anorexia in highschool, i lost 30 pounds in one month....i was having to safety pin everything i wore....everyone at school noticed, but no one in my family did...maybe 'cause they didn't care (which is what i assumed at the time)...but maybe they genuinely didn't notice because they weren't looking for it....don't put too much thought into it...and don't let it affect you even more by allowing yourself to feel like "they don't care what happens" to you!! they do love you! lots of folks do!!
"Don't let it affect you even more by allowing yourself to feel like "they don't care what happens" to you!! they do love you!, lots of folks do!!,
Could not agree more...
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