i'm pregnant. jaykay.

i was thinking about this convo today...
and i realized i never posted about it.
...so now i am. :)


i can't ride w/ kyle.
which i suppose is understandable.

you know, whatever... i've just gotten used to ignoring the fact that it's my parents opinion and just taking it as law... because they don't listen to my opinion. so what's the point in trying to debate anything?

anyway. that's fine... but what's not fine is they treat me like i'm some horrible screwed up kid. like i've broken every rule they've ever given... etc. they don't trust me. i mean they do... some.

my dad was like,

uhm no you can't ride with a teenage guy.
i don't want you to end up pregnant.

and he was totally serious.
and then when i got ticked and went to my room he calls me back in there - realizing his freakin mistake and tried to dig himself out

come on kaylin... i... i... i didn't mean it...

yeah, whatever.
that's worse than when pj asked me if i was doing drugs.

and yeah - i know i'm "not above it" annd i don't think that i'm better than anybody or anything like that... i just want a little credit for any of the choices i've made in the last 16 years.


*sigh*

i'm so shallow.




i feel_ misunderstood.