madsadconfused.

i figured, why not? you know what the hay?
what have i got to lose?

well apparently allot.
so - i told ttrey:


i think i'm going to take you up on your offer...
oh really? great. :)
yeah... i just have to talk to my parents...
okay, well, i guess i'll talk to you soon then.
okay...


so i get home, and i tell my parents the horrible thing i'd done..

i'd mentioned it to my Mom..
but the only thing i've said to my father
all week is "fine" "yes sir" and "no sir"

my dad said no.


great kaylin, why did you go and do that?
- now i'm gonna look like the bad guy

*awkward pause*

why did you say that??
idk... it was something i wanted to do.
i told him i'd have to talk to you.
that doesn't matter,
do you understand how you made me look?
like the bad guy!!
but, you are the bad guy.

*pause*

soo, how was church?
fine.
3rd service?
fine.
attendance good?
it was fine.

*goes to room*


whatever.. i guess it wasn't meant to be.
it's not my fault he and trey have issues.
i mean, idk...

trey's not my first choice either.
but i've got to do something.
i think im going to get some self-teach books.