lately i've found a balance.
- maintaining control
- whilst maintaining weight.
method: purging.
i know it's terrible.
and it's starting to affect me.
my body's screwed up.
my throat hurts all the time.
and i'm not sleeping again.
i went with my friends to red lobster tonight...
i had to come home right after... 'cause i was dying.
and i kept gagging and throwing up a little in my mouth.
even though i had given myself permission to eat...
what kind of control is that?
g a m e o v e r.
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