i took my psychology exam this morning
i did really well, despite not being in class for almost two weeks
god gets every stinking bit of credit for that one…
i didn't study, i didn't put any effort in
i felt horrible walking into class today
i felt like a traitor, like an ungrateful servant
i hadn't even opened my psych text book
sitting down.. i breathed a short prayer..
the professor announced that she had changed the test layout
just this morning, she changed the test layout
she said that wanted to try something different
and test our working knowledge…
instead of the normal 50 questions, there were 75. instead of just asking us questions based on the last two weeks of the course (which was the original plan), she added a third set. this set was from weeks ago. the information needed to answer the questions was taught weeks ago. among the tests dispersed there were four possible topics for the final 25 questions, each one being on specific aspects of a different mental disorder.
"good luck, and begin"
i quickly turned to the final questions. my topic? attention deficit disorder. had it not been for kelsey gordon living with me for the past 8 months of my life, i wouldn't have known a lick of that information. i breezed through that test. i got at least a B, possibly an A…
i am so undeserving.
i've had an A in psychology since the beginning of the semester, i'm a great student. i have the capacity for a 4.0 average. but these last few weeks… have been a whirlwind. in the future, i wont do this. i refuse to let this happen again… i woke up with a horrid stomach ache… skipped the gym, didn't make coffee… it was not a good morning, but by some stroke of genius, by some miraculous effort, i passed the test. i never have to look at a psychology book again.
*sigh of relief*
2 down, 2 to go
sidetone… as i was walking out of the classroom, the boy who normally sits behind me tapped me on the shoulder. i turned around, grinning, still elated from what had happened…
"hey… i sit behind you…"
"… hi"
"well, the semester's over…"
"… yeah, yeah it is"
"well, i just, i wanted to tell you that, you're pretty"
*hesitation*
"oh.. well, i mean... thank you so much, but i…"
"no, no, i don't want to go out with you"
*pause*
"i just wanted to tell you that"
"well.. thank you"
… i needed that today,
i needed everything today…
i don't know why i let myself worry
i know it will all pan out…
*sigh*
i did really well, despite not being in class for almost two weeks
god gets every stinking bit of credit for that one…
i didn't study, i didn't put any effort in
i felt horrible walking into class today
i felt like a traitor, like an ungrateful servant
i hadn't even opened my psych text book
sitting down.. i breathed a short prayer..
the professor announced that she had changed the test layout
just this morning, she changed the test layout
she said that wanted to try something different
and test our working knowledge…
instead of the normal 50 questions, there were 75. instead of just asking us questions based on the last two weeks of the course (which was the original plan), she added a third set. this set was from weeks ago. the information needed to answer the questions was taught weeks ago. among the tests dispersed there were four possible topics for the final 25 questions, each one being on specific aspects of a different mental disorder.
"good luck, and begin"
i quickly turned to the final questions. my topic? attention deficit disorder. had it not been for kelsey gordon living with me for the past 8 months of my life, i wouldn't have known a lick of that information. i breezed through that test. i got at least a B, possibly an A…
i am so undeserving.
i've had an A in psychology since the beginning of the semester, i'm a great student. i have the capacity for a 4.0 average. but these last few weeks… have been a whirlwind. in the future, i wont do this. i refuse to let this happen again… i woke up with a horrid stomach ache… skipped the gym, didn't make coffee… it was not a good morning, but by some stroke of genius, by some miraculous effort, i passed the test. i never have to look at a psychology book again.
*sigh of relief*
2 down, 2 to go
sidetone… as i was walking out of the classroom, the boy who normally sits behind me tapped me on the shoulder. i turned around, grinning, still elated from what had happened…
"hey… i sit behind you…"
"… hi"
"well, the semester's over…"
"… yeah, yeah it is"
"well, i just, i wanted to tell you that, you're pretty"
*hesitation*
"oh.. well, i mean... thank you so much, but i…"
"no, no, i don't want to go out with you"
*pause*
"i just wanted to tell you that"
"well.. thank you"
… i needed that today,
i needed everything today…
i don't know why i let myself worry
i know it will all pan out…
*sigh*
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